my mind ~

everything is keep changing and changing all the time. but is change to be bad or change to be good ?

when i meet up with my old friends, they told me one things. you are changed. Change to become quite d. What i supposed to tell them ? is this environment make me change ? is my attitude changed ? or is other reason ? who knows ?

recently i realize something. why i stay at Melaka for one year only, but i was feeling like i`m growing up at there since i was born with all my friends there? but after i came to Cyber for 2 years d, every month sure got few days like girls having menstruation. i sure will keep complaining Cyberjaya are sucks ever place i stay before. especially the people around here.

sorry to say that, i hate come to Cyberjaya and study at here. i hate to be with those people who are smiling at you but will back stab you. i hate those people that dunno everything but act like they know everything. i`m FUCKING hate to be here. but who i can tell ?

When foundation, that is the first time i involving in organize events. those seniors was giving me a hyper duper big motivation which make me till now still choose to be busy in organizing events. that time, i really do enjoy busying with events. although it really my result quite a lot, but i still happy with it. sometimes i will think about am i majoring in Bachelor of accounting ? or majoring in organizing event ? i always tell myself never feel regret with what i did. but sometimes really cant.

same is human , same is organizing event , why there are so many difference for now and the past ? every time got problem pop up and i will tell myself take it as a challenge. but i really can afford to take every problem as a challenge and settle it as usual ? hope i can ... God Bless.

Sorry for this post which is kinda messy ~ because i just want to calm down myself.